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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
2:23 am - what the helen of troy is that
get a xanga.
www.xanga.com
they're easier to keep up with.
and get me an Ipod.

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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
1:02 am - when you're living a nightmare it's written all over your face
THIS SUCKS... I got the cold that's been going around. College is just a viral breeding ground. And I have insomnia. Seriously.
But on a happy note this weekend was splendid. It's crazy how you spend all your time trying to get out of a town, but then you bring people back and they love it, and you realize it's just not so bad... Sorry guys, Jackson is not so bad.
So I brought Abby, Lauri, Liz, and Rachel with me to good ol Jacktown.. Jordy picked us up and we had a HOME COOKED MEAL! And I got to see TIMMY!!! HE came back from Western to party with us :)
then we went to the show at Maggie's... Props to all the bands by the way, you guys all did awesome. And then this guy started shit with Aaron Vaughn by pissing on their van during Astetik's set, it was ridiculous, drama all around, it was like everyone at Maggie's vs. Mr Pisser, then his girlfriend was chasing him and tripped over a booth, bit it, and lost her shoe.

Then we went to Jordan's and the party was great. We were dancin to Steve Miller Band and Warren G, and all my friends from NPU got along so well with my friends back home. Alot of cool people were there, it was definately crazy and one of the funner parties i've been to...

Back to sad notes, my friend was telling me about a friend of hers that died. They were on the way to a party when they took a U Turn but a van ran a red light I guess and her top half was crushed, and her boyfriend was trying to grab her, but just witnessed it all. My friend showed me the girl's journal entry she had just made that day. It really made me sad, made me think, just about how uncertain everything is. Life really is very fragile. People shouldn't try to impress others, but just identify the ones who love them, and let them know they love them back. Hold close the ones you love... Any minute things you think are solid can fall apart. Sorry to get all emo.
Anyway I'm sad, sick, tired and thoughtful.
Peace.

current mood: sick

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Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
11:47 pm - i ain't never scared
so the main activities we do here are get lost, steal shopping carts, wander into the projects, and then live to tell about the stories. and then meet rappers at baskin robbins.
but i like it a lot here. i have really cool friends and i am always meeting more people. i like working out too, and we're going to do yoga and kickboxing. cuz the freshmen 15 is not a myth. the reason is there's so much food so you take one plate take a bite and are like thats shitty take the next and are like ewe so you have about 1 bite of 3 main courses then like 10 desserts, or salad, or bread. it's a vicious cycle.
i'm comin home this weekend! im bringin 4 of my friends down too, we're going to Maggie's first.. Everyone should go... then to a party, so Im hopin it will be fun.
i get to see vangie and everyone too! it'll be a pretty hot weekend

current mood: exhausted

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Friday, September 5th, 2003
1:50 am - survey i stole from Ace
02. Were you named after anyone? My middle name Campbell is after my Grandma
03. Do you wish on stars? Look how Goddamn ugly the stars are
04. Which finger is your favorite? Pinky.
05. When did you last cry? Sunday.
06. Do you like your handwriting? no it's inconsistent
07. Who do you admire? 311
08. What is the #1 priority in your life? Lunch most of the time
09. What is your favorite lunch meat? Lean turkey
10. Any bad habits? Staying up late on the computer
11 What store would you never be caught dead in? Good Charlotte
12. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Of Course
13. Are you a daredevil? :(
14. Have you ever told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? I dont think so
15. Have you ever lied? Yes
16. Do looks matter? To most people
17. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone? I wanted to punch Jason Mraz at his free show tonight cuz he's no 311.
19. What do you do to prevent anger? Not care about stuff
20. Are you childish? Yeah
21. Who is your idol? Wesley Willis RIP
22. Who is your second family? the Rollers
23. Do you trust others easily? yeah it's a bad thing
24. What did you play when you were a child? Barbies, I built with blocks a lot
26. Do you like sappy love songs? Some.
27. Have you ever been on radio or television? :(
28. Have you ever intentionally hurt someone? I threw a car at my cousin Lisa's toe because she ruined my sand castle.
29. Have you ever got into a fight? hahaha... yes.
30. Do you feel understood most of the time? No
31. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? throat

33. What are your nicknames? Al, Ally, Tumor Ally
34. Could you be a vegetarian? yeah. But i love chicken.
35. Would you ever bungee jump? I want to
36. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Yeah they're actually nice so i have to take care of them.
37. What are you worried about right now? how tired i'll be all through classes tomorrow
38. Do you ever wear overalls? yeehaw., no
39. Do you think you are strong? I havent worked out for 4 weeks cuz of surgery.
No. Im not.
40. What's your favorite popsicle? I love the creamsicles
41. Birthday: July 12, 1985
42: Age: 18
43. Favourite Color(s): Black & red
44. Eye Color: brownish
45. Do you have a driver's license: yeah but now I just ride the L
NIGHT!

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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
12:36 pm - we're gunna stay 18 forever so we can stay like this forever
Top 11 Shows Thus Far:
1.) 311, Something Corporate, OAR
2.) The Starting Line, Taking Back Sunday, The Early November, The Exit
3.) 311, Nappy Roots, N*E*R*D, Jay-Z, Tech Nine
4.) Warped Tour 2002, Cincinatti
5.) Finch & The Used
6.) Warped Tour 2001, Detroit. and Warped Tour 2002&2003 Detroit. 3 way tie.
7.) Sparta, Hot Water Music, Glassjaw
8.) The Ataris, Rufio, Autopilot Off, Sugarcult
9.) New Found Glory, Less Than Jake, Roger Miret & The Disasters..Gc. Boo
10.) Coheed & Cambria, Hot Water Music, Thrice
11.)Bouncing Souls & Anti-Flag
But the list will change after I see Taking Back Sunday & Saves the Day at the Metro, and after the Drive Thru Tour, and maybe if I see AFI and Alkaline trio.
SO here at school everyone likes Taking Back Sunday and Dashboard Confessional. I didnt know TBS was so big.
This weekend was so much fun. I went home Friday night and was so happy to see Jordan.
I saw a lot of my friends at Maggie's so that was sweet, Astetik kicked ass, but I missed JAJ and Grover Dill :( But i talked with them @ Jordy's and they are funny guys. Saturday me, cait, tylon and Jordan went to Canada, it was a blast.
I hate rain on weekends.
I hate saying goodbye. And it's even harder the second time. I imagine it gets worse.

current mood: hungry

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Sunday, August 24th, 2003
3:03 am - Kickin Cancer Ass
I'm like hey, heyyy.... Whats up! I'm actually having fun here. It's a lot different from what I do at home...But I've met some very nice, cool people, even some who like the same music and things as I do. I've gotten a lot of compliments about my hair, it's a conversation starter i guess. and today i showed the friends i met my scar from surgery and they were very impressed that i kicked cancer's ass like that. i explained that it was just surgery to take out a cancerous tumor, but they're all still very proud.
today we went to downtown chicago, and it was interesting, i talked with a lot of different people, sort of learned how to ride the L, which is essential here...since i don't have the probemobile :( we went to the watertower, and there was a spanish festival. there was a demonstration in the streets, for anti war, against Bush. Then I wondered what everyone thought about the war, and if anyone actually does think about it. Bastards. That's the word of the night. Oh yeah, this one friend I met, he knew all about the Thumb movies, Thumbtanic, Thumb Wars...Plus I was talking with them about american history x, reservoir dogs, boondock saints, fight club, the used, taking back sunday, warped tour, finch...just some things they had in common with me that made me happy. and we're all actually starting to talk about real things and issues too..instead of just conversation like what's your major, where are you from...And I'm looking to find a good church here. i think i will like church since I am not forced to go and it will be on my own time. just a thought.
peace & love, well drop a line

current mood: chipper

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Friday, August 22nd, 2003
4:14 pm - hmm go NPU!
Sparta kicks so much ass.
so i'm at school now. i've met a lot of people. there was a boat dance last night out on lake michigan...it was really pretty, really fun, there were just new students and some upper classmen and the DJ and the crew, who were just gettin down to the funky beat..it's hot. really hot. one fan is not doing the trick. i need to find some people who appreciate good music. but there is a lot of diversity here, lots of activities going on, a beautiful campus, lots of foreign hair salons. oh yeah and it's hot. i hope everyone at western is havin a rockin time and to all my college friends call me up. :)
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
4:54 pm - hot damni
so now that i just sit home on prescription drugs there's not much to do. i'm not even allowed to carry a box. it's heavier than a sunday paper. surgery sucks.
i said we've had enough please turn that fucking radio off!
you know who the real band of the moment is? coheed & cambria. they're great.
i saw those ridiculous ghettofabtabulous shorts at the starting line merchandise and i was appalled. i dont know if i spelt that right this is really difficult. and did anyone else hear bert raving about kelly osborne cheating on him? who all went to warped tour? there were a bunch of J town people there. i'd have to say dropkick murphys put on one of the best shows. ettison clio was so good too. this was so long ago i dont know why i am writing about it.
caydee made me and tylon and jordan go to the nuclear power plant with her. the security had a bunch of big guns and took all of our IDs and her license plate number and called security. we had to shamefully drive away as all the "real" employees stared at us. so many cover-ups.
my roommate seriously seems awesome. i guess she is friends with jon meador, and he is a great person, so i cant wait to meet her. well i dont think im meant to be awake this long.

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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
3:30 am - what can i say
well school is coming up soon... ill be in chicago on the 20th. im excited sad scared happy nervous. 311 was the best thing ever. they rocked so hard, i love them. and at the show i saw my friend cody so we all went to kzoo for a movie premiere and party that was really fun. anyway i just wanted to post while i am sitting here waiting for my york peppermint patty. i'm hungry

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Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
11:25 pm
sorry i haven't written in awhile, my computer burned up with my house.
my open house is sunday for all of you to come to!

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Wednesday, June 4th, 2003
1:00 am
i don't like watching movies that are about people being unfaithful.

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Thursday, May 29th, 2003
5:19 pm
I'm done with high school!!! it'll be weird not seeing all the familiar faces. i'm going to school in chicago for a year, then maybe transferring to Azusa. I just have to see how it goes... not getting the tuition waiver for APU was really disappointing... cuz now Jordan's moving out there and I'll only see him.. maybe at Christmas, maybe not. But you never know. I just wanna see how it will all end up.

regrets are worthless
they misconstrue the past in sight and sound
and as lines recede
no one speaks a word of his lust
a word of dreams that've been left to rust
the tv's on and everyone stays calm.
as time has passed
no one understands and to say the least
the years have been unfair

i wanted to tell you
i miss it
i just wanted to let you know
the last year has helped me grow
i want to take you on the road
where we'll go
i'll never know
will you come along
it's easier when no place feels like home

i said i want out
i want to take you out of this
and go to California
'cause I want to take you on a ride
i'll set things right
i know the direction in which to go
i'll set things right and say goodnight.

current mood: full

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Monday, May 12th, 2003
11:39 pm
i love seeing you up in the stands at my subzero soccer games and when you grab my hand as we run inside and how your hair is always in your eyes and how good you look in your hangout jeans and how happy you always are to see me and how happy i always am around you
and PS. I love everything about you.
the end.

current mood: loved

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Saturday, May 10th, 2003
1:08 am
so we beat northwest 4-0, and im happy about that. i hung out with megan and caught up with her life and went out to a bonfire and to kyle/everyone's apartment. so it was fun.

tomorrow is prom. it better be fun. ahh me mare jordan and squirrel of course will have fun. but hey..why is prom such a big deaL???

current mood: satisfied

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Thursday, May 1st, 2003
11:40 pm
So I'm goin to Cali. Hang out with me before I go

"gunna stay 18 forever... gunna stay like this forever....you're just jealous cuz we're young and in love... you're just jealous cuz we're young in love..."

current mood: tired

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Thursday, April 24th, 2003
10:20 pm
Now that the deadline is a week away, I'm scared as hell.
I have to decide if I am going to go to CA in less than a week, when I have to turn my deposit in.
It seems crazy to just pack up and go out there... But I want to.

Jordy's moving out to Cali with the band. And that's one thing that helps keep me motivated, that I won't be completely on my own and that I'll have his support the whole way. He's really been helpful this whole time, I know he'll support me no matter what i decide. And no matter what people say, we'll stay together. We can make it, there's a lot of risks to take and such, but I know we're golden.

on a lighter note...You guys see that ugly girl in the sports section of the paper? haha ;) Come to our game Monday at Albion!

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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
6:12 pm
i think i might be going to college in California, and I can't wait. I finally feel confident with a choice I made in college. Just hopefully it will all work out.

current mood: cranky

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Thursday, March 27th, 2003
2:16 pm
Jordy's Home! :-)

I'm leaving Saturday! Yay Colorado! We'll be chillin in an apartment with Tylon and 4 of his friends, I hope we don't have to sleep standing up. It's gunna rock though, Tylon's birthday is on Monday, his 21st. Well that's all for now. Happy Spring Break everyone, remember 2 Cool 2 Use Drugs & Alcohol.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
2:58 pm
It's a great day!
You know why? It's 311! I haven't known the date for weeks, until today, cuz everyone should know...It's 311!!!
HAPPY 311 EVERYONE!

Carley made my day the funniest today. She gets the funny person of the day award for the Starshley pic and for the onion throwing.

current mood: jubilant

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Monday, March 10th, 2003
11:46 pm
This is my old people entry.... after this.
Jack Black was on Clone High and they all smoked raisins. I think that's something a lot of Westerners might do. Western High Schoolers I mean.
...I don't understand why lots of old people get cranky. Me and Mary were doin yoga at the library but some old lady came and yelled at us. I've been thinking, when I get old I hope I'm cool and not like most all the old people I know, and I want my kids to like me, and to be able to tell them rockin stories. Like of the time I met 311...And I hope my ankles don't get fat so I can't walk.
And I felt old at a party the other night. Everyone was going crazy and Jordy and I were just like...Do you sometimes get sick of this every weekend?
Sorry this is so boring, I shouldn't tell the most interesting ones.
I can't wait for Summer

current mood: pleased

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